I made this on: 2001-12-31 - 12:57 a.m.
Black Snow - December 2001
Dear Diary,
Just a reminder to myself and everybody, this is a diary. So... booga booga manoopoodoo shoo.
Well this year was different, wasn't it? Bye 2001.
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This girl at work was terminated last week. I work at a cash vault, where 80 people handle millions of dollars everyday. I'm the guy that takes the money from the armored trucks and moves into the vault, while making sure it hasn't been tampered with. Interesting, isn't it?Anyway, this girl got fired 'cause she accidentally put $3000 somewhere she wasn't supposed to. I'm gonna miss her not 'cause we knew each other or nothing, not cause she's fly or whatever, but because I was used to her being there when I would walk in at 4:00 pm. And plus, she seemed like a really nice person, and I feel bad for her.
So, when you're on the street, or on the bus, or walking around campus, and you see strangers you see everyday, people you're used to seeing, people you nod at without saying anything, or people giving you that weird smile, letting you know that they've seen you too many times, think about this: when I stare at the sky, I see red, you see green, but we all call it blue.
Yes, this makes no sense to you people that aren't Justin Chuan, because this diary is for me. So, WHOOOOO!
Wee, nipple sausages, and Band-Aids.
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Contradictions are beautiful. They are the truest things.~
Black Snow has nothing to do with this entry. It's a totally different entry.~
"Black Snow has nothing to do with this entry," said me. "Nothing" is a funny word because nothing can be defined as "0" or the antonym for "everything", another funny word. While numbers give you explanations, knowledge, and answers, I can't help it think that math is the lazy form of thinking and is completely (<== another funny word) wrong and right at the same and different times.So what are numbers used for? Measurement? Measurement. Measurement is for understanding and communicating and making things easier. Exactly. So when I say this word is 4 letters long or this whole entry is very, very weird, you get what I mean. But this communication can only work if your scales are alike. And this is where we get to the biggest or smallest (depending on your scale or color perspective) point. "RELETIVITY"! Yes! Amazing word, it is.
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Imma stop that. My brain is starting to hurt, trying to explain stuff to myself.~
I've had a bunch of weird dreams these past weeks. I've dreamt about being in car chases, getting involved in organized crime, and shooting people. My most recent involved me and Taye Diggs (one of my several celebrity partners), running away from a drove of cars driven by shadows with guns. So Taye and I ran through the sewers, hoping they wouldn't spot is, and once we ran far enough to think it was safe enough, we decided to head on up through a man hole, so Taye stuck his head through and it got chopped off by a fast car. I continued running above ground and Taye's body ran a few blocks with me until it tripped over it's own foot and fell. When it was lying on the ground, it said (yes the body talked, I don't exactly what part of it spoke, but it did) "you better get outta here, my body might lead them to you".~
My high school teacher/friend sent me a postcard. It's always nice to hear from someone way back. I've collected so many postcards this year, that it's overwhelmingly cool, but at the same time sad because I'm so jealous of all the people that sent me postcards. My new year's resolution is to go to as many damned places I can and write hundreds of postcards.~
On a totally similar note, I've forgotten what else I was going to write, so I'm going to stop. Award shows suck!